Wondering why at this hrs i am still blogging?
Head Pain, Giddy.. Close my eyes, head will start pain. Cant slp then i am here to blog.

I should say that this Pain comes at the right time. I start to think back all the things i have done this 20 years of my life. All the big and small things, good and bad things etc.

I start to realise that i actually let go alot of good things away from my hand.

The feeling of me now is like... finally waking up from my 20yrs of sleep.

Totally AWAKE !!

Yes and i agreed .. In the past I used to believe that there is somthing called "Forever" but now...
i agree that there is no "forever".
No "forever" friends
No "forever" relationship
No " forever" aniting.

I replace the word "Forever" to "Treasure"
i will and i will keep those memories to me.

No matter wad, i would like to apologize to all those who i had hurt in either way. I'm sorry.

From Now ON:

I will treasure the people and friends around me.
I will treasure my relationship.
I will treasure and not take things for granted.


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I noe this post seem to be emo?
Don't worry guys, nothing happen to me.
I just feel like saying all this things out, make me feel better.